pansol
gsm blue
videoke
they
chit-chat
tipsiness
smoke
laughs
NEW RESPONSIBILITY
ENJOYMENT
APPRECIATION
PRIDE <?>
LOVE <?>
APPRECIATION
ENJOYMENT
NEW RESPONSIBILITY
laughs
smoke
tipsiness
chit-chat
US
videoke
gsm blue
pansol
i hate realizations
i hate seeing proofs of my stupidity and close mind
it was mitch’s debut party at BF Homes. No! It was the aftermath. After having drunk some– well, more than "some"– brandy, Jenie and I, together with Regie, were taken to Jenie’s house to rest at last. On the way to their house, I’ve seen a group of teenage guys having a videoke party.
At Jenie’s house:
Kim Shet gusto ko mag-videoke <near to wastedeness>
Jenie Gusto ko pa ng alcohol <wasted>
<I’m not actually sure who brought up the idea, but i think it was me>
Jenie Kilala ko ‘yung nag-paparty
Kim Tara!
Jenie Kaya ko ‘yun gawin. Pigilan n’yo ako
Kim Tara!
And that was it. We gate-crashed into a party where no one knows me, putting Jenie and her family at the spotlight. It was okay at first, we were warmly welcomed. But later, Jenie began screaming. And I cannot control the coconut rum <tuba> in her. 
tangina
ayoko na magmoda e. pero anghirap. abnoy na ata ako e. antagal ko nang hindi umiiyak. sobrang tagal. dati masaya ako dahil hindi ako umiiyak. feeling ko antibay ng loob ko. weee
ngayon, tangina. kelangan pala umiyak sa buhay. anghirap. walang outlet ang mga angas ko sa loob. ‘di ko mailabas kaya sa blog na lang. fuckshit. ansakit talaga. nipon na ata lahat ng galit ko sa loob ko. kung makikita mo ‘yon, mas malaki pa siya sa akin. tangina. ansakit. mabubulok ata ako kasama nito e.
sabi ni bona malaking tilong daw ang pag-iyak. gusto ko rin sana. pero tangina pano ba? ansakit-sakit. anghapdi na ewan. nanghihina na ako. gusto ko umiyak. :’(
